STARY NIGHT

I tried to keep my expectations low yet I’m still laying here in bed crying…
I just wanna press rewind until you figure it out

i’ll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete little pieces of the nothing that fall put your arms around me what you feel is what you are and what you are is beautiful do you wanna get married or run away

a year ago at this moment i was in bed sick. i am blessed enough to start off this year by spending the night with my boyfriend, my bestfriend, and a few of the others who always can put a smile on my face no matter the curcumstance. and to end the year with a few tears, even more smiles, and some forgiveness because we all make mistakes. i’m a girl up for mostly anything. seal the year with a kiss and don’t let go of the memories. wish the best for all of those in your life whether you just pass by them everyday or if you’d take a bullet just to save their life. we’re all talk. not me. i have my dreams, but theyre no longer just dreams. they’re goals. i use the past as motivation and my future as the reward. happy new year everyone! make the best of it. live as if it’s your last day. love as if that’s all you know. dance like no one’s watching. sing your heart out like you’re not tone-def. paint your future. look back, but don’t dwell. strive to do your best. this world doesn’t stop for anyone or anything. so when you trip and fall, reach out for those who love you. they’ll be there to help at all times. best wishes to all.

can’t wait for Christmas and to spend my last few days in town with my baby(: love this time of year!
“distance makes the heart grow fonder” gonna miss you babe

cause when I think about me without you all I wanna do I let loose and cry

babe, I’m so sorry I can’t go to your game tomorrow. you know it breaks my heart to not be at that game, but I promised that I’d fine a way to still watch every second of it as it’s happening. I’ll find it online, it’s the state championship game for gods sake! I just want you to know that while you’re in the dome praying in the locker room, I will be praying with you, even though I’ll be a hundred miles away. we both know what could happen; good, bad and indifferent but it’s what you do on that field that will determine everything. you’ve worked all year for this, and no one believed that you’d make it this year. I still remember sitting in your living room with you and your dad saying how this wouldn’t be the year because some of the guys were way too self centered, we weren’t big enough this year. remember Schenectady saying how we had no potential this year in the newspaper? yeah well f them because their season has been over for almost a month now. you guys over came what seemed like a million injuries this season, playing with the heart of a giant while you obviously weren’t the big kids on the playground, and above all, you overcame everything in your heads and hearts and started believing. don’t look in the stands tomorrow because I won’t be there, but look up touch your heart and that’s where I’ll be. always there, no matter what. I’ll never let you down, always praying for Gods help when most needed, and most importantly not letting you forget what you’re there to do, and not letting you forget what you’re capable of. kick some ass tomorrow babe and I’ll be watching, I promise.

because I just wanna be with you. who says that if you let teenage bf an gfs have a sleepover that they’re gonna have sex! all we wanna do is fall asleep in eachothers arms. time for me to go to bed, hope you get home safely Logan miss you see you in the morning <3(:

iseegodinbirds:

Have you ever had a dream that is so real that you wake up in a panic and just start crying? That’s what happened to me this morning. I had a dream that Jason died in a car accident and I woke up sick to my stomach and crying uncontrollably. The worst part is that I fell asleep mad at him. Don’t ever, ever do that. Always tell people you love them and care about. You never know what could happen.

(Source: iseegodinbirds)